唔喺我 caught up with a good good good highschool friend on msn last night...its been what 3, 4, 5 years since we last spoke or made contact....last i knew was she was studying in melb..in fact i was the one who sent her off to the airport.... last person to say goodbye before she left brissie..eventually lost contact, as you do anyways to my surprise, shes no longer in melbourne...went back to china...but more importantly, shes married!!! 太幸福啦!! actually shes coming back/visiting next month (for honeymoon im presuming) and she said she wants me to meet 'him'...可惜喺 ive never met this guy, never heard and wasnt there to witness the blossoming of their relationship...but he sure is one lucky guy thats for sure!! im sooo sooo soo happy for her....thinking back to highschool days, how we'd talk and laugh about growing up....working at sushi mania together...being each others 最佳park dong at work XD the boss loved us!! shes such a lovely girl...tho she was an international student, but that didnt stop her from talking and involving herself..and she'd always thank me for talking to her haha silly..honestly ah, i have to thank her also i mean if it wasnt for her, i would've never picked up mandarin (tho its quite rusty now)..plus she was the one who encouraged me to date my first unofficial bf hahah.....oh the days....funny just thinking back.. but from our brief catchup last night, i can tell that she definitely couldnt be happier...and im just as excited for her....開心到 like a mama watching her child grow LOL at the same time, i cant help but not have this incy sinking feeling a) coz ive come to realise ive well and truly entered that stage where friends around me are getting married, having kids, starting families what not (yes its happening!) hai ah..old la...im about to turn 2 zodiac cycles old soon enough too...OMG.. b) makes me wonder, what about me? will i ever be fortunate enough to find myself blissfully in love also? or really, 我嫁唔嫁得出leh~~ lets just say, im 好羨慕, 好妒忌 lor HAHHA ngor lin lei sheung dui jerng dow mo =.=" gei grey ga~ ngor gei see sin yuu dow ngor gor 真命天子 prince charming?? ding hai e ging yuu jor, zi gei mm gg? ding hai jau jor?!? dim guy d yan park tor hor yi yuet park yuet ho, yuet park yuet yun ngoi? i know its hard enough having two individual coming together, sharing the same feel for each other and actually getting sth out of it....jun hai ho larn duk, yiu ho ho jun sik ah!! and marriage needless to say is like wow! sharing the commitment for the rest of your life...to care and be cared for, to love and be loved...to be that one and only special someone for now and forever.... dim dow ho la...im just really genuinely happy for her....lai rui ping (錯啦 should be 劉太太) huge congrats and many happy returns XD meanwhile i will still keep on hoping and believe in 'happily ever after'...one day, one day i say* | 
